Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again,but until then all you can do is wait..
It's really easy for someone to say 'Oh, things will get better', or 'if you're at the bottom, the only place to go is up.' You don't know what their life is like. No matter WHERE you are, things CAN get worse. They can, and for some people, they do. Only they know their life. Only they can pick the road to go on. No one can choose it for them.
Everything changes eventually. That’s just the way life is. And you have no control over it. Suddenly people you thought would always be there disappear. People die, they move away, and they grow up .
